Yeah you bleed just to know you’re alive.

I shouldn’t have these thoughts. I shouldn’t have these fucking thoughts.

“Love yourself so no one has to. They’re better off without you.” so true so so so painfully true.

Oh well at the end of the day I can say I tried. Anyways sedatives with my neighbor tonight.

I guess another weekend without seeing you…

Goodnight my Dear.

So tired of trying to stop the urge. That is all.